1. |
Intro
02:46
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2. |
Moneyshot
04:57
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[please delete me at earliest convenience]
Destiny was raped by coin
like a lost and lonely toy.
We extend our holy hand
to appease or reprimand.
All this shit was ours to keep
but it took us only weeks
just to burn it all away -
we just want our fucking pay!
No one else would stand us up,
hold us back or say enough -
just to take it all from me
well it is yours to fucking keep!
[I know these fears cause me pain.
I know these fears are irrelevant.
I know these fears cause me pain.
I know these fears are irrelevant.]
You're too quiet for me!
I know these fears of mine
are said to be of sin and wine -
but somewhere up above, below
I'm selling off my fucking nose!
Just to live another day,
listening to what they say
of treachery of rot of fear
don't you bring that filth in here!
[I know these fears cause me pain.
I know these fears are irrelevant.
I know these fears cause me pain.
I know these fears are irrelevant.
I know these fears cause me pain.
I know these fears are irrelevant.
I am only static in the noise.]
What made you think that this shit was mortal?
What made you think that this shit was free?
Offer up your arms and legs as payment!
So that I can fuck you while you bleed.
No more sense in waiting any longer,
it's your turn in line to placate greed!
And if you don't enjoy our fucking slaughter,
Then your only little bastard sheep.
Bastard sheep.
Bastard sheep.
I know these fears of mine are irrelevant
I know these fears of mine are weak.
I know these fears of mine are irrelevant
I know these fears of mine are weak.
I know these fears of mine are irrelevant
I know these fears of mine are weak.
I know these fears of mine are weak!
What made you think that this shit was mortal?
What made you think that this shit was free?
Offer up your arms and legs as payment!
So that I can fuck you while you bleed.
No more sense in waiting any longer,
it's your turn in line to placate greed!
And if you don't enjoy a little slaughter,
Then your only little bastard sheep.
I know these fears of mine are irrelevant.
I know these fears of mine are weak.
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3. |
Magma
03:46
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4. |
Rated F
04:13
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[You trust these fucking bastards they're gonna stab you right in the back]
Day after day now.
Switching up the claim now.
Think you know a better me,
and plot a lazy scheme.
I really wanna hold back,
bet you wanna go back
but I wanna gold plaque;
your fucking cadillac.
You wanna ride me?
Pissing up a better tree?
Fucking with a black sheep,
go find a better meme.
I will not take this!
No filter fake shit!
Fucking with the best bitch,
I'm getting restless.
I~
I want it hard.
So hit me hard!
I ask for pardon, I'm given no slack!
I'd be forgiven for being so mad!
An anger burns to fill the urns.
No friend of mine, what'd you do this time?
I am a burden, a gifted no man.
It wasn't sudden - more like a slow dance.
My fate incurs; my day recurs.
If not a line, what'd I do this time?
[You trust these fucking bastards they're gonna stab you right in the back]
Love I am amphetamine,
fresh out of dopamine,
reaching out for ketamine,
one day you'll set me free!
Feeling nothing in the dark,
watch out I bite and bark!
Holding back a wall of time,
they hold my fucking line.
No one has made me,
I'm judging vaguely
behind a wall of ears
really are no secrets here.
Tested out of anguish
This wasn't painless
If it wasn't good for you
Then I guess you're fucking screwed.
I ask for pardon, they give me no slack!
I'd be forgiven for being so mad!
An anger burns to fill the urns.
No friend of mine, what'd you do this time?
I am a burden, a gifted no man.
It wasn't sudden - more like a slow dance.
My fate incurs; my day reversed.
If not a line, what'd I do this time?
If not a line, what'd I do this time?
If not a line, what'd I do this time?
If not a line, what'd I do this time?
If not a line, what'd I do this time?
If not a line, what'd I do this time?
If not a line, what'd I do this time?
If not a line, what'd I do this time?
If not a line, what'd I do this time?
If not a line, what'd I do this time?
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5. |
Always
04:17
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I bought myself a lot of time.
I bought my lines a lot of wine.
Convinced myself that I was fine.
I chained my shadow on the inside.
But if it wasn't really true,
then what is my darkness gonna do?
I bit my toungue to pray for you.
And now I'm hollow and its too soon.
Never sleep again
Never hold my hand
Never be my friend
Never - forever and ever.
I'll never be my friend.
Never sleep again.
Never hold my hand.
Never - forever and ever.
I've hid from my own song,
To right a ridiculous wrong.
And I'm asked just to be strong;
Then thrust back into the throng!
Take cheap shots just for the thrill.
No mean spots you're in for the kill.
I see this and can't feel the way
you dismiss; my sorrow betrayed.
Never sleep again
Never hold my hand
Never be my friend
Never - Never forever.
I'll never sleep again.
I'll never hold my hand.
You'll never be my friend.
Never - forever and ever.
Never,
Forever and ever!
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6. |
Blacksheep
04:27
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One won
One won
You have won.
Sacrificed at the stake
for the pyres we make - are lonely.
Are you willing to try?
Are you frightened to die - happy?
No one else is around
Oh they flock to the sound
They're so easy to cheat -
but I'm mild and meek.
I was to wild to bind
so they had to make time
The only one in the flock
to fall asleep to a glock.
Don't say I'm one!
Don't call me son!
You hunt I run!
No food no fun!
You say I'm loved,
Then take my gun.
The game's begun!
White sheep one, black sheep none!
Some fools tell the truth
Some truth lies in spades.
Some want to argue over whether I should stay.
Some fools tell the truth
Some truth lies in spades.
Some want to argue over whether I should stay.
Don't say I'm one!
Don't call me son!
You hunt I run!
No food no fun!
You take my gun,
You say I'm loved.
The game's begun!
White sheep one, black sheep none!
White sheep one, black sheep none!
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7. |
Venom
04:07
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Caught in the web again
filled with amphetamine; you grin.
Go back and fall alone,
walk forward and die slow; you win.
Shadows surround me,
but they're not the enemy; I feel.
Nothing to cage me,
but I still don't live free; alone.
The venom is flowing,
stabbing and growing; amen.
Coiled around me,
it seems that now she is home.
How come you can see you can see my pain
How come you can change you can change my fate
Turn the sheep around make a sound like love!
hold me close and bleed the
bleed the doves.
Rearrange the parts and make a start to change,
they will take it out and scream and shout insane!
You are not a part, not a part of love.
Hold me close and bleed my
bleed thy doves.
I am the enemy,
I don't feel empty; no more.
The puns are intended,
outcast, out-landed; what for?
The shadows around me,
call in the cavalry; abhor.
Sit back we're fading fast,
a noose made of human hands; amour.
We should've died slow,
now only dull glows of pain.
of pain it reigns
of paint it reigns
supreme.
How come you can see you can see my pain?
How come you can change you can change my fate?
Turn the sheep around make a sound like love!
hold me close and bleed the
bleed the doves!
Rearrange the parts and make a start to change,
they will take it out and scream and shout insane!
You are not a part, not a part of love.
Hold me close and bleed my
bleed thy doves.
Hold me close and bleed my
bleed my doves
Bleed like a sheep
Bleat like a sheep
Bleed like a sheep
Bleat like a sheep
Bleed like a sheep
Bleat like a sheep
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8. |
PIG
03:47
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9. |
A Tale of Serendipity
04:06
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I see him in the corner
A child oh so small!
A sea around a shy-lark
twisting past a hallmark
symptoms of a new sick
switching for a boomstick
waiting for a new kick
guess this is my new schtick
guess I'll make it real quick.
And I don't wanna find you now.
And I don't wanna harm you now.
But I don't think that I know how.
And I don't think you feel that now.
Head pounds, heart pounds
hand shakes, noose breaks
they take everything
everything.
They chort, I snort
retort, blank board
I am waste again.
Damned again.
Answer me
Answer me
Answer me
Answer me.
A child hates his dark mark
grows into his church part
wishes for a better day
knows no one to make a change
so he suffers no fool
switches out the basic rules
judging other basic tools
by their lack of body parts
harbouring his dark art
knows no one to outsmart
wishing for a better way
touching for a better pray.
Head pounds, heart pounds
hand shakes, noose breaks
they take everything
everything.
They chort, I snort
retort, blank board
I am waste again.
Damned again.
Answer me
Why don't you answer me?
Answer me
Why don't you answer me?
Why don't you answer me?
Why don't you answer me?
Why don't you answer me?
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10. |
Shadow
03:59
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11. |
I Can't
04:10
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You sell me out to hone
You took a million loan
You bought it out to grow
but still you rot - it shows.
No hope in hating me
You steal - I buy for free.
And you're not worth a dime
So sad I'll call you mine.
And still you run.
And still you go~
But me I'm shunned.
No where to go~
You're fucking stunned!
How could this be me?
But I'm not done.
The jokes a real thing~
The jokes on me~
You're trading out for cheap
You're switching up the scheme.
No winners lose tonight
No god to wrong this right.
Affection turns to blood
We're nothing in the mud.
You're slinging shit at me
Your fucked philosophy.
You hold us back you SOB,
And still your face we laud.
And still you run.
And still you go~
But me I'm shunned.
No where to go~
You're fucking stunned!
How could this be me?
But I'm not done.
The jokes a real thing~
The jokes on me~
The jokes on me~
I ashamed
I ashamed
I ashamed
And I'm afraid.
I ashamed
I ashamed
I ashamed
And I'm afraid.
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12. |
Easy
04:26
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Hit this life up like a feral rat.
Burning faster there's no turning back.
I have cheated every lie you threw.
And I still can't win - what is left to do?
I'm marred and broken bearing all these scars.
But you wanna play; come on lets start!
Holding back my hair while drowning me,
I hear you say "I know it ain't easy".
What do you know?
You are not hollow like me!
This shit you throw!
Not empathetic, you'll regret it
Yeah it's easy!
Why are you cold?
You hide your devils baby!
Your shits too old.
I'm sick of fighting, I'm just biding
Yeah it's easy!
Yeah it's easy,
Yeah it's easy.
Every night I prep to blow it hard.
You know these chains are leaving awful marks.
Life's gone sour like a rancid feast.
You keep me hungry with a modern disease.
Careful planning takes a balanced rule.
But nothing hold up when it comes to you.
Eating morals like it's out of style.
I know you'll ask me to give in for a while.
Holding collars and a leather leash,
I hear you say you know it ain't easy.
I know it ain't easy.
What do you know?
You are not hollow like me!
This shit you throw!
Not empathetic, you'll regret it
Yeah it's easy!
Why are you cold?
You hide your devils baby!
Your shits too old.
I'm sick of fighting, I'm just biding
Yeah it's easy!
Can't break my mold!
I'm rising oppositely.
This shit got old
The world is dying; no one's crying
Yeah it's easy.
Yeah it's easy
Yeah it's easy
Yeah it's easy
Yeah it's easy
So easy
So easy
It's easy
Easy
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13. |
Sinner
03:24
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There was someone in my heart
Clawing pieces out of me.
No one had to make it start
Now it's only treachery.
If the winners were to lose
Play a black hand - play a fool.
I could get out of this noose,
And chase another lucky goose.
Take a minute hows the view?
Bred another lucky few,
You're a sinner not a saint.
You'd be lucky for a break.
Why's all my lovely gone?
No words no empty songs.
Where's light above it's gone!
No battles hardly won.
I scrape at it by day;
Feel nothing in the shade.
Rust lonely until dawn.
Put the fucking drink away.
Put the fucking drink away.
Slip devils through my heart
Made a sinner shot a lark.
No worries, no more pain.
Take the shot and die again.
Trusty fellows falling through;
Saying they'll be there for you.
Never trust a man who speaks,
They're only lying through their teeth!
Why's all my lovely gone?
No words no empty songs.
Where's light above it's gone!
No battles hardly won.
I scrape at it by day;
Feel nothing in the shade.
Rust lonely until dawn.
Put the fucking drink away.
Put the fucking drink away.
Lying there 'til day.
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Capn Stewmeiser Mobile, Alabama
Capn Stewmeiser is an electronic project fronted by Kevan Pledger and began in 2005. Several releases have been published underneath the Capn Stewmeiser name, however the most notable releases have been within the past decade. The goal of the project has always been about pure, unfettered expression with a dab of dark humor. ... more
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